Blue Jays' Jeff Hoffman, Shane Bieber share angst in aftermath of losing Game 7
						 
					 
					
						
			
			
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					Toronto Blue Jays players stood at their lockers with tears in their eyes, gutted at the devastation of losing the world series when they had so many opportunities to win it.
Vladimir Guerrero Jr, who had a Mr. October-like run in this post-season, walked over to 
Jeff Hoffman's locker and gave the Blue Jays closer a hug in the aftermath of Game 7.
 «Thank you,» Hoffman said, while he and Guerrero Jr. held their embrace for a few seconds.
«That cost everybody in here a World Series ring, so it's pretty s-----,» Hoffman said of his performance, still wearing a Blue Jays cap. «Got to execute better in that spot.»
The spot Hoffman was referring to was in the ninth inning, when the Blue Jays had a 4-3 lead.
The Blue Jays were two outs away from their first World Series championship in 32 years, their third title in franchise history.
But then up came Miguel Rojas, and the Dodgers second baseman connected on the seventh pitch he saw from Hoffman, sending a hanging slider over the left-field wall, at once silencing the sold-out crowd and tying up the World Series finale.
Hoffman said when he got to the dugout the coaching staff reminded him it was a tie game and told him that they'd win it from there in extra innings.
Still, Hoffman was taking responsibility for the loss while the Dodgers were still on the field celebrating their second straight World Series title with their families.
«I mean, we were two outs away from the world Series and I was the one on the mound, so» Hoffman said, by way of explanation.
In the 11th in came 
Shane Bieber, who worked quickly and induced groundouts from both Rojas and Shohei Ohtani.
However, Will Smith got a hold of a hanging slider and sent it 366 feet, up and over the left-field wall, giving the Dodgers a 5-4 lead while a stunned crowd watched him bound around the bases.
«Yeah, this one stings, it's going to sting for a while. That's the reality of it. This game's not for the faint of heart,» Bieber said, holding back tears. «This group is unlike any other than I've been a part of and that's a sentiment that we all kind of shared personally, and it's very clear.»
Bieber may have pitched his final game as a Blue Jay. He holds a $16 million player option for next year, and he'll likely choose to test the open market.
Teammates rally around Hoffman and Bieber in somber clubhouse
«One of the best teammates I've ever had,» outfielder 
Myles Straw said of Bieber, who was traded to Toronto this past summer after undergoing Tommy John surgery and worked his way into the starting rotation in late August. «He wants to win more than anybody.»
Bieber sat at his locker periodically sipping on a beer and staring at the floor.
On the other side of the clubhouse, 
Ernie Clement was also nursing a beer. The third baseman said he'd been crying for about an hour by the time he addressed media.
«I'd go to war with Jeff Hoffman every day of the week. I want him on the mound. I want Biebs on the mound,» Clement said, tears still falling. «Ninety-nine times out of 100 those guys get it done.»
Clement, who in Game 7 went 3-for-5 and set a record for the most hits in a single post-season (30), then underscored his point about the pitchers who gave up the final two runs.
«I can't emphasize it enough those guys bust their tails all year, come through in big moments,» he said. «Just wasn't our night.»
Added Bieber: «We're wearing this one together as we succeed and fail together."
Reliever 
Louis Varland echoed that after being told Hoffman said he'd cost his teammates World Series rings, Varland was emphatic.
«He did not,» Varland said, shaking his head. «That's exactly the inning, the situation we want him to be in. It didn't go exactly as planned, but that's baseball.
Doesn't always go as planned. You can ask me about that, I've let up some home runs this post-season that cost us the game.
«You've got to keep your head up,» Varland added. "He knows he's a savage, he knows he's a great pitcher. So we're looking forward to next year now.»
Before he walked out of the clubhouse and got a big hug from his two-year-old son, Colson, Chris Bassitt added:
"This group is really, really special. And man, the ending obviously just sucks.»
Nobody in the Blue Jays clubhouse was disagreeing with that sentiment.
"Supposed to end differently,» Hoffman said, straight-faced. «Just one pitch.»
 
					
						
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